“ It was about hopelessness , darkest depression and these atrocious visions , delusion . "

This story contains discussion of mental health issues.

You know celebrity couple Harry Hamlin and Lisa Rinna, separately and together, from a bunch of things — includingReal Housewivesof Beverly Hills.

You probably also know that the pair share two children: Delilah Belle (who is currently 26), and 23-year-old Amelia Gray.

During a recent episode of Lisa and Harry’sLet’s Not Talk About the Husbandpodcast, Lisa revealed that she struggled with postpartum depression following the birth of both of her children — and that she eventually had to ask for help to seek treatment.

“I had horrible postpartum depression, but I didn’t know it,” Lisa said. “I didn’t know what it was, because, you know — when you have your first baby, you don’t know."

Harry then recalled an instance where “We went to a movie one day in Bracebridge, and you said, ‘I’m gonna kill you.’" After Lisa asked if that’s what she really said, Harry replied, “You said, ‘You better watch out. I feel like killing you.’ You said, ‘Keep the knives in a drawer.’”

“I was having these horrible visions, it’s true," Lisa replied. “I was having horrible hallucinations of killing people. And I needed to take the knives out of the house. And I also had horrible visions of driving the car into a brick wall.”

Lisa also specified that she “did not have horrible visions about hurting the baby in any way, shape, or form… It was about hopelessness, darkest depression and these horrible visions, hallucinations. It was the knives and it was driving the car into the brick wall.”

Lisa and Harry then recalled how he urged her to call her OB-GYN, who then prescribed antidepressants that took around three weeks to help her deal with postpartum depression. “I was just absolutely hopeless,” Lisa added. “I don’t know how to describe it, because mine didn’t manifest itself towards the baby at all. It was towards me. I would say looking back, I was completely psychotic.”

You can listen to or watch the entire podcast episodehere.

The National Alliance on Mental Illness helpline is 1 - 800 - 950 - 6264 ( NAMI ) and provides information and referral services;GoodTherapy.orgis an tie of mental health professionals from more than 25 country who put up movement to reduce harm in therapy .

Harry Hamlin in a suit with glasses and Lisa Rinna in a red velvet, one-shoulder dress pose at a media event

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