“ Maybe it ’s wishful thinking , but I do n’t think he was being malicious record them to his friends , ” said Madison , who antecedently reveal that she saw adult work force lusting over her leaked nude television — some in which she was as young as 13 .
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Over the past few years,Madison Beerhas talked candidly about having her nude photos and videos shared online without her consent when she was a minor.
Madison first addressed the leak in detail in 2020,writingon X: “When I was around 14 and exploring my body and sexuality, I sent very private Snapchats of my body to a boy I really liked at the time. I sent these, at 14, thinking I could trust the boy as we had known each other for years & shared feelings for one another, but of course he shared it with all his friends.”
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“ I was distraught and ashamed , ” Madison later wrote after remark that the video terminate up all over the internet . “ This was a traumatizing experience that has instilled intense confidence issues in me , that I ’m still working on to this 24-hour interval . ”
A couple of years ago, Madison opened up about the aftermath of the incident further on theCall Her Daddypodcast, where she recalled beingblackmailed and shamedonline. “I probably was even maybe 14, 13 in some of the videos that exist,” she said, later adding that adult men would say things like, “‘I wanna fuck her, she looks so hot,’” in response to the leaked footage.
Madison also let out that she once saw footage of a“visibly grown adult"having “ belligerent sex ” with a sex doll while watching one of her leaked videos . “ I could n’t take my eye off it because of how shocking it was … That look-alike will never leave my head . I was so disturbed by it , and so afraid , ” she shared .
Madison articulate that she finally know post - traumatic strain disorderliness and attempted suicide as a result of the traumatizing incident .
Speaking withCosmopolitanthis week, Madison, now 26, revealed that she has since reconnected with the person who leaked the nude footage of her.
“The boy who the whole nude situation happened with, he reached out to me and was like, ‘I had no idea that I hurt you like this. I’m so sorry,’” she recalled.
“I don’t know how it feels to be a 14-year-old boy receiving photos of a girl. Maybe it’s wishful thinking, but I don’t think he was being malicious showing them to his friends. He was a kid,” she said.
Madison after say , “ Sometimes you ’ve got to just let it go . I tried to go the other way and kill myself , and do n’t get me wrong , I still have those moment . But I was like , ‘ I need to first show all these people wrong . And secondly , peradventure I can help oneself someone out there who sees themselves in me in any way . ’ I wish to retrieve that everything I pass away through and remain to go through is because I ’m secure enough to live and tell the story . ”
“ Just because I ’m okay with it now does n’t mean I merit to go through it , ” she add .
“Devastating. And I totally think both things can be true—it was malicious AND he was also a kid. To say he was simply a kid minimizes the harm. He knew the harm as a kid, but better understood the impact of the harm as an adult. But it’s the lack of care that’s genuinely alarming in these young boys,” someone wrote.
“A very interesting outlook for her to have, and I won’t tell anyone how to feel about wrongdoing that they survived. I hope she’s better protected now,” another user said. “It’s genuinely totally devastating to me that that is the age where literally any of that is happening these days. Children. I honestly hate this world,” one more person added.
Dial 988 in the US to strain theNational Suicide Prevention Lifeline . The Trevor Project , which provides assistance and suicide - bar resources for LGBTQ youth , is 1 - 866 - 488 - 7386 . Find other external felo-de-se helplines atBefrienders Worldwide ( befrienders.org ) .
